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Words.

My nail color is chipping off. Very fragile nails i have, thus the nail polish colors keeps on chipping off really fast.
Will do a simple set for this coming Chinese new year. Something really simple so i don't portray myself as an Ah Lian to someone LOL.

The BFF came down during lunch earlier on to have lunch together after her 7th attempt taking her paper and HELL YEAH, it's a PASS this time round!
Talked about priorities, single/married life issues etc...

Planning ahead for the future's really important. One should never jump into any decisions fast or harsh. Now a days, money talks. No money, no talk. True?

A house is a need. A car is a want. We can make do without a car, but not without a house, a shelter to live under. However, the prices of houses are increasing tremendously which is CRAZY! Then how you tell me? How are those who ain't as fortunate as us suppose to get a house of their own? Or how are those lower income family suppose to do so either? Not to bring in the foreigners issue, Singapore is getting over over over populated, by foreigners. But the government ain't doing anything about this issue. We pay and pay but what's suppose to be our, isn't.
Suck thumb lor. We just hard to work our ass of just to survive and make ends meet each month. This is what most families are going through now, with kids to support and bring up, utility, phone bills etc to pay. All you need is a paper to secure you a job, but then again, many are easily holding at least a diploma, or even a degree cert. Therefore, the competition are much higher compare to the past.
I'm at least thankful to secure one a month back. Though the start off pay is quite attractive even after I've stopped working for close to 2 years. My boss and the colleagues are really nice people. For that, I'm thankful and satisfied.

I've learned not to expect and ask for so much in life. The more you do, the more disappointment you'll have in the end. However, these disappointment has taught me quite a bit. I believe in " If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience."

Probably that's how I've gotten over the three and a half year relationship. There are good and bad times along the journey, but somethings just ain't ours, don't go on dragging and fighting for it...
I've learn and gain from it. Positive and negative. Good and bad. Love and hate. Right and wrong.
People say it's just memories we miss, not the person. But then again, do not bring those memories along the new path you're walking and heading to. It ain't fair...

I am doing really good in life, work, and relationship.
I do think about the past at times, yes, memories.
Spencer especially. It was once ours, now i wouldn't say the same anymore.
It hurts, a little at times, a lot at times.
People always link Spencer to Mike, which i truly understand why.
It's selfish of me hoping to see him again and again, or even asking how he is.
I wouldn't feel happy if I'm in his shoes...

Photos are all that I'm left with of him- Spencer & Rex. I'm contented.
I've gave my best to them during those years.
I'm glad I did ;D

As for now, live simple, life's simple.
Family, girlfriends, boyfriend, always there for me that's what important.

Starting to put priorities before ouselves as we age. I ain't young, anymore. 3 years ago i was, still playing and partying around. Staying out as often as 3-4 times a week drinking and getting home tipsy. That's the teenage life I would say of a 18-21 years old teen.
I am twenty-four this year, no longer twenty-ONE, which i wish time would turn back for me to be that age once again. I would and not would have done many thing, or even have did. But i was young and not matured back then. But i didn't regret all that decisions i made along the way, it made me who and what I am today ;)

Thank you for all those who had accompanied me through the ups and downs, good and bad times. I appreciate all that companies, care and concern, listening ear and shoulder to cry on.

I know who you are and once again, thank you ;)

With love,
Gilselle

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