To infinity and beyond ∞

My five finger...

Each finger are meant for a reason ;)

elleslig,

Words.

My nail color is chipping off. Very fragile nails i have, thus the nail polish colors keeps on chipping off really fast.
Will do a simple set for this coming Chinese new year. Something really simple so i don't portray myself as an Ah Lian to someone LOL.

The BFF came down during lunch earlier on to have lunch together after her 7th attempt taking her paper and HELL YEAH, it's a PASS this time round!
Talked about priorities, single/married life issues etc...

Planning ahead for the future's really important. One should never jump into any decisions fast or harsh. Now a days, money talks. No money, no talk. True?

A house is a need. A car is a want. We can make do without a car, but not without a house, a shelter to live under. However, the prices of houses are increasing tremendously which is CRAZY! Then how you tell me? How are those who ain't as fortunate as us suppose to get a house of their own? Or how are those lower income family suppose to do so either? Not to bring in the foreigners issue, Singapore is getting over over over populated, by foreigners. But the government ain't doing anything about this issue. We pay and pay but what's suppose to be our, isn't.
Suck thumb lor. We just hard to work our ass of just to survive and make ends meet each month. This is what most families are going through now, with kids to support and bring up, utility, phone bills etc to pay. All you need is a paper to secure you a job, but then again, many are easily holding at least a diploma, or even a degree cert. Therefore, the competition are much higher compare to the past.
I'm at least thankful to secure one a month back. Though the start off pay is quite attractive even after I've stopped working for close to 2 years. My boss and the colleagues are really nice people. For that, I'm thankful and satisfied.

I've learned not to expect and ask for so much in life. The more you do, the more disappointment you'll have in the end. However, these disappointment has taught me quite a bit. I believe in " If it's good, it's wonderful. If it's bad, it's experience."

Probably that's how I've gotten over the three and a half year relationship. There are good and bad times along the journey, but somethings just ain't ours, don't go on dragging and fighting for it...
I've learn and gain from it. Positive and negative. Good and bad. Love and hate. Right and wrong.
People say it's just memories we miss, not the person. But then again, do not bring those memories along the new path you're walking and heading to. It ain't fair...

I am doing really good in life, work, and relationship.
I do think about the past at times, yes, memories.
Spencer especially. It was once ours, now i wouldn't say the same anymore.
It hurts, a little at times, a lot at times.
People always link Spencer to Mike, which i truly understand why.
It's selfish of me hoping to see him again and again, or even asking how he is.
I wouldn't feel happy if I'm in his shoes...

Photos are all that I'm left with of him- Spencer & Rex. I'm contented.
I've gave my best to them during those years.
I'm glad I did ;D

As for now, live simple, life's simple.
Family, girlfriends, boyfriend, always there for me that's what important.

Starting to put priorities before ouselves as we age. I ain't young, anymore. 3 years ago i was, still playing and partying around. Staying out as often as 3-4 times a week drinking and getting home tipsy. That's the teenage life I would say of a 18-21 years old teen.
I am twenty-four this year, no longer twenty-ONE, which i wish time would turn back for me to be that age once again. I would and not would have done many thing, or even have did. But i was young and not matured back then. But i didn't regret all that decisions i made along the way, it made me who and what I am today ;)

Thank you for all those who had accompanied me through the ups and downs, good and bad times. I appreciate all that companies, care and concern, listening ear and shoulder to cry on.

I know who you are and once again, thank you ;)

With love,
Gilselle

elleslig,

Am fighting against the Z monster now in office.

I NEED TO HEAD HOME DIRECTLY AFTER WORK TO SLEEP!!!

elleslig,

Woof woof.

Probably it's a sign.

Slowly, after months. One by one, they start to pass on.

What scares me most now is Spencer.
I'm worried about him, and Rex too.

I miss you 2 nuisance running and jumping around, waiting for food patiently, and of course then gobbling up your meals. Making a mess while showering, being scared of the cane and pole. Licking my face, hands and feets.
I missing kissing you good night bboy.
You'll always always always be in my heart, and I've always missed you since I left LHD. I always think about you kite each time I happen to come across any retriever, and even dogs.
Rex, you're the laziest dog ever. Fattest husky I've came across. I love you too Fatty Rexy. You'll keep me company whenever I'm alone too before Spencer joined the family. Thank you for your presence and fun times together. I hope you're doing good and growing up staring and healthy! Please do not attempt to run away anymore alright. Spencer needs you as his big brother in the house ;)

May you 2 be good and cooperative happily ever after!
Spencer & Rex

*hugs&kisses*

elleslig,

Pet hamsters.

RIP Alice.
You'll be in a better place up there to find Alicia. You'll be remembered and missed.

Alice & Alicia
#pets
#hamsters
#siblings
#sisters

elleslig,

But I've to remember, it's all just memories that I'm missing.
Nothing more.

elleslig,

Youcam @work!

WHEN I'M FREE.

#THURSDAY

DATE AFTER WORK!

elleslig,

shoes. Pumps. Flats.

Feeling really happy over the 2 pairs of pumps I got yesterday.
It's a good deal, a really good one. I need to get more for work ;D

elleslig,

Leaving office on time?

Be smart, play smart and work smart.

Staying office till late doesn't get you into the good books of your boss!

What about you?

elleslig,

I really don't even care how we met, I'm just glad we did.

elleslig,

Virus.

Down with viral allery.
The red dots and patches are really scary..
Argh not again?

I don't wanna be hospitalized.
It's the first time I don't wanna use the MC given and still wanna go work.

Sigh. Probation period sux but I know my health's more important.

elleslig,

爱心早餐。

Surprise breakfast delivery to office.

Okay la, not exactly delivered. But it was literally delivery by the boy himself. Waited at my workplace as I was late, again.

Was on the line and saw him standing there while approaching the back lane to office... Kept telling me that I have a prize cause I left home earlier today. I insisted that I didn't want, but he insist on awarding me with a prize.

So that's my prize. My sandwich and him to start off my Monday and a new week after a angsty night.
HAHA

Thank you and I love you baby!
XOXO'

elleslig,

PUKIMA, by the boys

Flight

Accommodation

Airport transfer

Booked and Confirmed!

I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY PHUKET TRIP TO ARRIVE IN MARCH.

BIKINI SURF SHORTS TANNING OIL ATV PHI PHI ISLAND SCOOTER RIDE

WATERSPORTS PHOTOS FOOD BEERS FUN & LAUGHTER MORE FUN AND LAUGHTER! SUN SAND SEA SHOPPING AND MORE SHOPPING!!!

3 weeks to Chinese new year.
No shopping for shoes and clothes this year, I am just gonna make do with my 3 huge boxes of new clothes and the never ending pair of heels.
I always have the very excited feeling each year.
This year, I've plans heading down Chinatown with the girls this coming weekend :)
Like I said, the more packed it is, the more feel.

Gonna get some kueh kueh and snacks for the house and ah ma.
Gonna get a camera in Feb. Waterproof probably?
Gonna save more this year for more holiday/ trips.
Oh ya, I should be going to climb Mount Kinabalu with the boy sometime end of the year.
And maybe I'll try bungee this coming Phuket trip. Hehe

2013, YOU ROCK SO FAR,
REMAIN THIS WAY ;D

elleslig,

18TH WILL BE MY LUCKY NUMBER.

IT'S EXACTLY A MONTHS' TIME TO MY TRAFFIC POLICE TEST!

I've spent more then enough money at CDC,
so yea..

I know I've got to buck up on my bad habit like:
not checking rear mirror before stopping/moving off
not checking blind spot whenever I approach a turn

I WILL/ WANT TO PASS ON MY FIRST ATTEMPT.
I CAN DO IT.
ALL THE WAY GILSELLE!!!

elleslig,

Browsed through... the old times.

Was browsing through the old post and photos of the girlfriends.

So much memories, we've grown so much ;D

From the bottom of my heart, THANK YOU girlfriends for being there despite everyone's busy schedule. Taking time out for special occasions and celebrations each year. Without for girls, I wouldn't have been what I am, where I amt today.

Thank you for all that you've been the past 10 years.

Cheers to one of us getting married this 2013!

Am looking forward to your big day, QI ;D

No matter how tough the road is ahead of us, remember that we've always have each other behind us.

May 2013 be smooth sailing for all of us, families and loved ones!