To infinity and beyond ∞

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Sigh.. My boy, my Spencer, my best companion.

Why am I in tears while thinking of Spencer.

Have been thinking of him the whole day, today.

1st jan- the only boy ill love forever. I'm really sorry I couldn't be there boy. Please grow up healthy, strong and happy.
I miss you so so so much, do you know that?
It hurts deep down too.
I didn't regret making the decision to have you back then, just that you've made a huge impact in my life and it hurts knowing that I won't be able to be by your side anymore.

It's selfish knowing that you'll be stay by Mike and whoever his partner is or will be. It's selfish for you to keep adapting to different people each time.
It's unfair.

But what's important that is that I know you've been treated well and cared for. You have a companion at home to accompany you. Both Rex and you will always have each other and take care of one another ;D
I hope everyone dotes and loves you over there. New members in the family but I bet no one wil ever pamper and treat you like how I did.

It's impossible for me to be around you once again.
It's impossible for you to fall asleep in my arms once again.
It's impossible for me to be there for you again boy.
I'm sorry, I really am.

Mike needs you.
Be good and obedient.
Be happy and healthy.
You're turning 2 this May 2013.
I'll always be praying and hoping the best for you babyboy!

You'll always have a place in my heart, always!

I love you.
I do miss you a lot Spencer.
I really do.
Sigh.

Xoxo'
Lots of love.

elleslig,

Yours truly

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Gilselle.W
12.12.12 ♥

We spend most of our lives conjugating three verbs:
to want,
to have,
and to do.