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Wednesday, December 19, 2012' 12:09 PM

Home?

Home haven't been the "HOME" for the past 2 months.
It doesn't have the warmth and happiness anymore.
What has it become?
Lonely, dark and emptiness are filled.

It doesn't have the feeling of a "HOME" anymore, sad to say.
Why must an outsider affect relationship between the entire family and I?

It's sad. It really is.

Christmas house party was cancelled. I think this was the entire reason why.
You didn't dare to answer when I asked why. Instead, a straight "No" you answered...

How things can change drastically since then.

How distant they've became towards me.

How much tolerance I have towards the way and tone of their speeches,

How much changes in these months?

Just because a relationship failed. That doesn't mean I wouldn't be able to find my own happiness. I am 23. I am old enough to know what I am doing. What's right from wrong. I'm old enough to tell myself if its love or not.. I am definitely old enough to get married at this age.

Okay, I'm just ranting away.
Lying in bed now still..
Hate waking up early and sleeping late at home, cause all ill be is just in my room.

What's new?

I don't know who to blame, partly or entirely for this to happen.

I just find it really ridiculous and unreasonable for her acting this way.
I am your daughter, why let an outside affect this whole picture?

If ever ill find out 2 people who aren't suppose to be in contact, are still in contact. You'd watch out.

She said to me yesterday," you don't have the rights to talk about him."
So, let me ask..
Do you have the rights to then?

Who the FUCK are you create such impact. No one!

Seriously. Fuck this shit.
I had enough.
I can jolly well stay out for all I want..
At least, ah ma and the people there treated me like like a family.

I told myself to work hard once the 26th is here. For me, for you and for us.

I'm no longer younger anymore, in the 18/19s'
I'm looking far, for my future.

No matter what, I still love you, Mummy, Daddy and Kor kor.
It takes time, it's alright.

Xoxo'
gil



elleslig,


REMINISCENCES

Yours truly

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Gilselle.W
12.12.12 ♥

We spend most of our lives conjugating three verbs:
to want,
to have,
and to do.

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